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Windows

"To see shut windows in your dream signify desertion and abandonment."

thanks subconscious. 

life has been kicking my ass. 

more about alcoholism

" i woke up afraid of losing everything; thank god that i already have. so if you love me then listen: mind your own fucking business! if you love me enough to stay, then please love me enough to stay…enough to stay away. "

Shameless Self Promotion

I entered the American Aparel Lookbook contest with my Max costume thought it would be fun. http://lookbook.nu/look/2622829-I-ll-eat-you-up

I thought I would throw in some extra pictures here. 

Where The Wild Things Are has been one of my favorite books since I was very young, I even thought that the movie adaption was awesome. Max has been one of my favorite literary characters since the first time that I read it, (or had it read to me.) I still have my families copy, its old and pretty worn but it just makes books that much better. That copy was originally given to my older sister, our close family friends had written on the inside cover "To Ana, from Heidi and Wolf 1991" This book is very nostalgic, it probably gives that feeling to most people who've grown up on it. 

will you buy me a shotgun dad?

 My out fit for tonight, i'm going to an art museum for an art swap/ midnight masquerade, should be cool.

blazer//topman

shirt//valentino

belt//prada

jeans//taken from a friend

all of my nice clothing I have are hand me downs from my dad ha. 

Fashion Inspiration yo:

super simple, but I've been into the simple look lately. 

Death or Glory

while I was on the bus today "Death or Glory" By  The Clash came up on my ipod and it just sent a wave of nostalgia through me, I remember whenever I would go on road-trips with my dad and sisters we would listen to The Clash the whole time, that or Bob Dylan. It was kind of our road trip anthem. I haven't been that nostalgic in a while. Those were the better days.

I watched Fantastic Planet a few weeks ago it is really intriguing to say the least. My friend said whenever she watched it she felt sick, but in a good way, I'd say thats an accurate interpretation.

So I'm thinking about making little "trading cards" per se and selling them I just did one of Gogo Yubari from Kill Bill, once I get ahead on it i'll link my etsy. 

Weeeeeeeiiiiirdddddddddd

I want it to snow, so I could wear this outfit and not be sweating. 

shirt//urban outfitters

jeans//taken from a friend

This is weird, I feel like i'm talking to myself. 

Random inspirations:
"GOD, BUT LIFE IS LONELINESS, DESPITE ALL THE OPIATES, DESPITE THE SHRILL TINSEL GAIETY OF “PARTIES” WITH NO PURPOSE, DESPITE THE FALSE GRINNING FACES WE ALL WEAR. AND WHEN AT LAST YOU FIND SOMEONE TO WHOM YOU FEEL YOU CAN POUR OUT YOUR SOUL, YOU STOP IN SHOCK AT THE WORDS YOU UTTER - THEY ARE SO RUSTY, SO UGLY, SO MEANINGLESS AND FEEBLE FROM BEING KEPT IN THE SMALL CRAMPED DARK INSIDE YOU SO LONG. YES, THERE IS JOY, FULFILLMENT AND COMPANIONSHIP - BUT THE LONELINESS OF THE SOUL IN ITS APPALLING SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS IS HORRIBLE AND OVERPOWERING."
-SYLVIA PLATH

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